2022-2023, Poem

Eating Cheese by the Light of the Refrigerator

Featured in the 2023 Winter Issue of Rambunctious

Eating Cheese by the Light of the Refrigerator
Anka Chiorini, '23

i pick myself out of bed
and wander aimlessly to the dark
empty kitchen
i open the pantry barely able to make out the shapes
of cereal boxes by the dim flicker of christmas lights
i open the fridge
the sliver of sharp cheddar that i have been saving calls my name
i take it out leaving the fridge open
this won’t take long
i take a knife out of the dirty dishwasher
and cut a thick wedge
AND THEN THE WORLD EXPLODES
everything melts away
i am alone in the kitchen
in my purest form
my eyes close my hips sway
and suddenly i am dancing
alone
in the kitchen by the light of the refrigerator
i bask in the fluorescent buzzing light
throwing my head back to the heavens
as if to say
thank you universe
thank you cows and dairy farmers
thank you wegmans
thank you general electric
thank you patti lupone and barack obama and motherf*cking albert einstein
thank you to my parents my neighbors my boyfriend my best friend my third grade teacher
thank you gods i don’t believe in thank you for cheese
thank you for the refrigerator
and I am alone in the kitchen
eating cheese by the light of the refrigerator