2022-2023, Poem

Suicide Note

Featured in the 2023 Winter Issue of Rambunctious

Suicide Note
Aero Raulli, '26

Flashing lights
I see black and white
Spider crawling into my skull
Through my eyes
My dull brown eyes
I see the sharpest and brightest sentence
It sounds almost playful
Like a joke
Like I wouldn't care
But I choked 
I screamed
I cried
I wanted to die
I wanted to end you before you ended yourself
I did everything I could
I wrecked myself
I sob about it
Thinking at night
If I'm ever going to have to write