{"id":1345,"date":"2021-08-20T22:18:23","date_gmt":"2021-08-20T22:18:23","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jdlitmag.org\/?p=1345"},"modified":"2021-08-20T22:18:23","modified_gmt":"2021-08-20T22:18:23","slug":"what-i-wont-think-about-in-the-last-seconds-of-my-life","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jdlitmag.org\/index.php\/2021\/08\/20\/what-i-wont-think-about-in-the-last-seconds-of-my-life\/","title":{"rendered":"What I Won&#8217;t Think About in the Last Seconds of My Life"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\"><em>Featured in 2015 Spring Issue of Rambunctious<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<h4>By Honor\u00e9 Lasch-Quinn, &#8217;17<\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p>I won\u2019t think about how much money I have or how big my house is. I won\u2019t think about drama or what people think of me. I won\u2019t think of how many texts I have or how many Instagram followers or Facebook friends I have. I won\u2019t think about what shows I\u2019ll miss when I\u2019m gone. I\u2019ll try not to think about the mistakes I\u2019ve made and what I should have done when I still had time. I\u2019ll try not to feel guilty for the people who will cry at my funeral and will miss me when I\u2018m gone. I will be forced to make peace with my life ending and hold onto the good memories and loved ones and about how they made the bad times worth the trouble. I will listen to my heartbeat slowing down as my life flashes before my eyes and finally ends.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Honor\u00e9 Lasch-Quinn, &#8217;17<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"full-width-single-post.php","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[35],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jdlitmag.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1345"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jdlitmag.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jdlitmag.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jdlitmag.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jdlitmag.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1345"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/jdlitmag.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1345\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jdlitmag.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1345"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jdlitmag.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1345"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jdlitmag.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1345"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}