{"id":2526,"date":"2024-04-13T02:43:06","date_gmt":"2024-04-13T02:43:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jdlitmag.org\/?p=2526"},"modified":"2024-04-13T23:34:54","modified_gmt":"2024-04-13T23:34:54","slug":"i-guess-i-just-have-to-go-through-it","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jdlitmag.org\/index.php\/2024\/04\/13\/i-guess-i-just-have-to-go-through-it\/","title":{"rendered":"i guess i just have to go through it"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse has-text-align-left\">i guess i just have to go through it\nRebeca Mendez Siquier, '25\n\ni guess i just have to go through it. \n                                                    Entangled in\n                                                                 Bedsheets Thoughts\n                                                                                           Unspoken words\n\nWords, that in some universe exist \nWoven and threaded in a quilt.\nBut in mine, only half-done stitches \nA tired seamstress\n                                                                                                                     Rags. \n\nIt\u2019ll be over before i can even understand what is happening.\n\nLosing myself in so many numbers\nMeasured to fit a corset too tight\nBut i want the air in my lungs to leave.\nSweet symphonies of suicide float on the scales\n\nPenetrative \nPornographic \nPretty \nPorcelain \nPictures\nFill my mind.\n\nInnocence lost willingly \ni think?\n\nThe ending so far away, so close \nTimes will change,\nAre changing\n\nWords lost in the tumult of teenagehood.\n<\/pre>\n\n\n<p><!-- \/wp:verse --><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Rebeca Mendez Siquier, &#8217;25<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"full-width-single-post.php","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[56,9,52],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jdlitmag.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2526"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jdlitmag.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jdlitmag.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jdlitmag.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jdlitmag.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2526"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/jdlitmag.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2526\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2541,"href":"https:\/\/jdlitmag.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2526\/revisions\/2541"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jdlitmag.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2526"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jdlitmag.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2526"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jdlitmag.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2526"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}